before boredomness could really kill me today, i decided to meet up with the boy, along with my brother as well, thus head towards my sister's house for a short visit, in order to make my day more... worthwhile? undoubtedly, she still mourn for her dead unborn child, arwah Muhd Haikal. she showed me his picture before he was sent for burial on the 28^th, and i, on the other hand, could do nothing less than just stare at it helplessly and wonder, did we do the right thing, at all, for not giving him the chance to live and see the world? sigh. may Allah forgive our mistakes/sins, to be specific. =(((((!

also, we bought this two topengs along the way to my sister's house at the nearby pasar malam. LOL! blame Akmal for it. and not to forget, 6 burger Ramly Specials too, yum! yum! oh wells, these are our versions of erm... Masked Rider(as mentioned by both Akmal and Iqbal), i think? LMAO!

My brother, Faiz!


Azri loveeeee!


Me!


Akmal posing...


& sweet Iqbal!

do ignore our ridiculous-ness, please. LOL! and we did watched, Punk'd, Yo' Momma and Pimp My Ride on MTV together as well, and as usual, it never fails to crack us up! MTV shows are simply loveeeeed by me, totally! =D

and on the way back home, we snapped several more pictures, just for the sake of it. told you, we're bored. LOL! just look at our pathetic faces lah, haiyo... tsk³.

we're 3 happy, happy people!


proud canberrans/ex-canberrans, NOT!


ceh, sembawang seh! LMAO!

and lastly, the good and the bad times, we've been through them all, baby. surviving 1 years 5 months together, and still holding on to it has forever been such a complicated/challenging part of both of our lives, i should say. but, i'm still true to it though, despite having our relationship being on the rocks, most of the time lately. i'm sorry, i can't be perfect for you but i'll try, and i'll keep trying to satisfy your whatever wants and needs and you know that. how i wish we could really love each other as pure as what we'd experience right from our very beginning together, and that's whilst our love is full of trust and longing between us 'cause i know, deep down that it is indeed lacking right now, though we kept denying about it. i really do hope i have the strength to save our relationship right to the very end. i really do... ='(

p/s : my sister is not in any of those pictures 'cause i think it is not wise to snap her while she's all sick and still mourning, you see. so, understand understood, ok? and and blame all the senget2 pictures on azri, 'cause strangely, he thinks it's cool to snap a picture that way. -???- LOL! cheers people!