"big girls don't cry?" bullshit. why do i keep crying my eyes out for him, while he, on the other hand is rejoicing like nothing had really happened. doesn't this break-up means anything to you? doesn't it hurt? T_T

i sudah serik hendak bermatair, lagi. it's the exact same feelings after irsyad. god knows how long more i would take to finally get over a certain guy, especially you. it just hurts that freaking much, you wouldn't even want to know. *crying*

i'm such a stupid asshole. 'cause i've loved blindly once again. thanks again, for showing that to me and make me feel so used. gosh, i can't even see what i'm typing. i'm just too sad, too sad to function right now. much thanks for the picture though, if only that would bring us back together. 'cause i know, it's indeed a little too late. T_T