someone asks me, "why should you be too loyal with your guy now, considering the fact that you're still way too young and wanted by many other guys more "eligible(probably!)" out there? isn't that plain stupidity? aren't you guys just having fun, enjoying your life while you could?"

i answered, "tell me, why shouldn't i? and please, list out all of the possible eligibility criterias that's perfect for me in a particular guy. he already meets every single one of them. heck no! i'm not just having fun/enjoying my life right now. in fact, i'm totally involved, committed, serious(very!) and utmostly sincere with this relationship of mine. now, if that's stupidity to you, you must be the biggest loser/jerk idiot that i've ever met. =D"

does that answer your question pretty well?

why is it such a big problem to many? aren't serious young lovers possible in this century? i believe that we'd met and were made together for a reason right from our very beginning, and i don't want it to be in a way that, "we're just having fun!" or "okay, let's just give it a shot!" that's such a big no! no! for me, please. i've been totally serious in my every single relationship and you can judge it from my countable number of ex's that i have. there's only 2 of them, i swear to god, and they're the ones who ruined it like as if it's nothing. heck no! it doesn't mean i'm a loser/unwanted/unpretty or whatnot. it simply means i have a high dignity and i don't sell myself cheap with any possible guys i could. i choose my partner wisely and that's what makes me different from many other girls nowadays.

yes, indeed, there are times where there's such big problems arguments that seems difficult to be solved. but need i say this, if you really love each other, it's just not that easy to call it quit, trust me on this. if it really ended, that simply means, the love shared is not entirely, 100% love. it's not sufficient enough to really make it through. lust is more like it. or for sex, to be specific? you really truly loves someone when you're able to see your own future with him/her. sadly speaking, most couples nowadays don't do that. they just get together for the sake of getting together. some even admit it. it's just sad for both of them, really. how is it possible at all to see yourself together with someone you don't really truly love? teenagers nowadays are plain crazy, agreed? =(

so you think being really, truly, madly, deeply in love is fun and easy now? not entirely. and you think 1 year 6 months is good enough for a serious couple like us? LOL that's not even close. even forever's not enough, if you ask me. =D

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me and azri are just waiting for the perfect timing to get married, really! just that, we do realise we're not at all ready yet, money&age-wise. that's our only barrier. LOL we are crazy, indeed! this is so totally unnecessary! tsk, like who cares anyways. except us, probably? =P

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