the celebration however, was rather simple though. with just a cake, 2 pizzas&garlic breads and doa' selamat for the 1-year-old, everything turns out pretty well, i suppose. as expected, Anis didn't know nothing, of course. she won't even taste her delicious cake. pfft, so much for bibi(me)'s efforts, aye? -_-"

i love it when we(my almost-wrecked family) are able to communicate smoothly then. just imagine a small gathering with lots of laughters and crappy talks. i miss it all, so much. and i think my baba's okay with me now(i hope). we did talk but as always, not that much. i really, really miss the old him. i know he loves me just that, he's angry with me, or should i say, the new me and that explains why he's been giving me the cold shoulder all along. sighs. just so you know, i'm going to keep trying, and i'll try even harder in order to win your heart back no matter what it takes 'cause afterall, you're still my one and only baba, no one else. and i love you.

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i've got a haircut, finally. but, i'm only 80% happy. no, it's not about the results just... something, and it's rather personal. =(

my sister still owes me a total of $202(she uses another $2 just now), and someone, $480(and still! using my money). just a kind reminder; you should really stop playing with me 'cause honey(s), i've got nerves too and my patience do have its limits. my money's seriously ain't whoever's waterfall so, pleaseeeee pay up as and when you've promised and hold on to it. i've really had enough, trust me. p/s: i'm sorry if i accidentally offended anyone in particular but you guys should understand that, i've got feelings too. and no one likes to be treated this way, at all. enough said. if you have the heart, just think about it, and change. that's all i'm asking. =D

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just acting a little insane.

and boy, i hate my zits to the deepest core!

i'm missing Azri like crazy and i'm going to try dozing my mind off of him. goodbye now and have a gorgeous sleep.