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still, my mood's all over the place. tell me, what the hell is wrong with me? i'm not happy with basically everything that's happening around me.

why?!

why?!

why?!

why?!

why?!

why?!

why?!

why?!

why?!

why?!

enlighten me! pleaseeeee...

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and i miss my Azri so much already. oh, could it get any worst? this month is supposed to be good for everyone but, why not me? i feel so shitty, if you know what i mean. i even dreamt about Neraka this morning(damn scary, by the way. i was sweating like crazy!). sorry, no elaborations required 'cause it's rather personal but, why???!!!

why?!
why?!
why?!
why?!
why?!
why?!
why?!
why?!
why?!
why?!

ARGH! -i think i need help-

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after doing much deep thinking, perhaps, this is the closest-to-perfect conclusion i could come up with thus far.

and that's the reason why i've been feeling this way all this while. it's not that i'm unhappy with my surroundings or whatnots. instead, i'm not satisfied with myself. i'm angry with myself. lately, i haven't been a really good daughter at all. sometimes, i'm a bad, bad girl too, to... everyone? simply to put, i've changed, a lot! -sighs-

oh, i'm soooooooooo going to start repenting, really soon. =(

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get me out of this my mess!