believe me if i say this dear, that there'll still be flowers growing, even in the grave of our love. we've got to run, while we're young and keep the faith. i stay up nights until stars leave the sky thinking about none other but, you. in both dreams and reality, boy, you are my guardian angel. i love you, i really do. -kisses-

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the clock is ticking and i can't wait to be by his side. he's still having his brewing-yet-another-coffee lessons by the way, at somewhere around Bukit Merah and i'm going to fetch him home soon after. right now, i'm still thinking of a way to get out of this house by 3PM or i'll miss the chance. help, anyone?

my umi however, is not at home, as always. i just realised, she often goes out to i-have-no-idea-where recently with Cik Mar. oh, she's such a bad, bad influence... believeeeee me. and honestly, i'm getting worried. very worried. there's no food in this house and those babies(my niece and both of my nephews) are running all around unattented. my baba is snoring in his room right now, perhaps too tired from work while me and embak had our own stuffs to do. -sighs- she told me i had changed, but i thought you said that you'll never stop caring. it's getting way out of hand, really.

i just hope that this won't last, that's all.

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2 more days. yeah, just 2 more days. =(