i'm missing it so much already. =(

earlier today, we were supposed to break fast together but unfortunately, our plan's got way out of hand due to some inevitable changes which i do not wish to elaborate any further here(since i manage to handle the pressure pretty well anyways). all i'm saying is that, it's just so weird to be with your guy, right there, next to you without any kissings or huggings or whatnots to initiate our meet-ups, if you know what i mean. it's just so... abnormal? and to think that we can't even hold hands? it's not getting any weirder, aren't they?

oh wells, i'm just going to get use to this or i'll screw my Ramadhan pretty badly which, by the way, is so not what i'm asking for, really. i'm just going to endure these unwanted desires for... 1 whole month. oh god, it's definitely not going to get any easier, trust me.

i'm pretty much screwed, i guess.

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and apparently, as you can see, i'm losing my momentum to blog. i'm just too caught up with my dull life lately so pardon me people but, it really can't be helped. =(

'til other times, though. goodbye.