+ PERIOD 4: Nur@zri's 3rd Year! ♥ 4: Edusave Merit Bursary($300)! 12: School Re-Opens!

+ MELODY

hope is the thing with feathers, that perches in the soul.
and sings the tune without the words, and never stops at all.

and sweetest in the gale is heard, and sore must be the storm.
that could abash the little bird, that kept so many warm.

i've heard it in the chillest land, and on the strangest sea.
yet never, in extremity, it asked a crumb of me.

that's life.

i have a sickness, pundi terturun(go figure!) but, i totally have no idea what to do about it =(.

i learnt, that women should've NEVER exercise too much/way out of their league. 'cause sadly, that's what i did, causing me to suffer as and whenever there's a need to _____. lately, i admit that i've been exercising vigorously, doing countless sit-ups, push-ups, crunches, jog-on-the-spot etc almost everyday. i even ran at least 1.2km(with Azri) quite recently despite knowing the fact that i've already had this pundi terturun or whatever it's called scientifically. all i know is, i've gained 2kg for the month and i've got to burn it all off! i hate feeling fat, and that's that. no worries 'cause i'll stop(promise!) once i reached my ideal(well, at least i think it is) weight. though my heart/head is as sturdy as a rock but, i do have some discipline in me, you know =/.

cure?: see doctor(which means, $30 gone just like that, pfft) or massage at that area(ewwwww!). so, which? -big sighs-

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and oh, today's 4th November 2007 so...

we've gone through heavenly wonders, and even stormy tides together but, nothing could stop us from reaching any further possibilities ahead of us. we learn from our past mistakes, move on and shall never halt.

i thank Allah that all this while, it has always been you. no one else. he'd given me 1 year 10 months thus far of your safest protection, endless love/care/devotion and incomparable warmth that i couldn't be more satisfied/thankful enough, really. i've always believed that He knows best, therefore i knew you're made my guardian angel for a reason. i love you, i really truly do with all of my heart that no one else could ever stand a chance. i'm afraid i was born to love only you, percayalah.

i'm not proud to have our relationship stand this long, not at all. instead, i'll take it as a form of gratitude and a priceless reward of our hard work, loyalty towards each other and the understandings we share in order to keep it going on. if you think it's an awfully easy task, boy you're so, so wrong.

for every moment baby, you're leaving me breathless. you taught me a whole lot but, i don't know how much more i should thank you 'cause deep inside, i know that words/actions(or both) are never enough to explain how i really, truly feel.

there's no more turning backwards now, we vowed and i'll say, "oh, come whatever, 'cause we'll stay true together, for as long as it takes." =D

just promise me you'll colour my world, until the end of time baby and i'll be at peace for sure. i love you. -kisses-

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umi's away and i'm bored. i got to work my ass off for the next 3 months? i supposed due to one reason or another and i'm so sick of it. money issues, go away and never come back, pleaseeeee. urgh.

have a productive day, everyone, 'cause i'll sure to have mine =).

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