+ PERIOD 4: Nur@zri's 3rd Year! ♥ 4: Edusave Merit Bursary($300)! 12: School Re-Opens!

+ MELODY

i realised, since my blog's kind of dead now(yet again -_-"), my tagboard's dying too. -giggles- it really can't be helped, though. i've been working very hard lately to earn extra $$$, in order to fulfill some of my unnecessary cravings i supposed. hey, i'm just another girl, whaddya' expect?

pay day had past, and strangely, i'm pretty satisfied with it(since i only worked two weeks for the last month) =D. Alhamdulillah. it does pay to work hard, indeed. but i'm afraid, this satisfaction's not for long though, 'cause i've yet to reach my ultimate target(account balance-wise). sadly, it's still a long, long way to go... =(

and i guess i'm losing my confidence, bit by bit. is it due to my insecurities or imperfections etc? i don't know. i just hope it won't last 'cause alike others, i hate feeling (insertwhateverdepressingwordhere)! i love the way i used to be, and that is so unlike now. i'll try to change whatever back, for real? word.

i want/need a brand new me. =^

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