+ PERIOD 4: Nur@zri's 3rd Year! ♥ 4: Edusave Merit Bursary($300)! 12: School Re-Opens!

+ MELODY

i do miss, us you. ♥

frankly, i do not know what's becoming out of us. physically, everything might seem a-ok but, emotionally, everything's just ain't right. and it's not about the lack of love as you people may think, mind you. however so, sighs... i myself do not know what these feeling's all about either. it's been a month now, and i'm still dying inside. the question is; 'why?!' sometimes, i ponder, am i asking too much? logically, i simply can't force myself to continue, just for the sake of continuing. 'cause afterall, it's the quality that matters, not quantity. neither can i allow/bear the fact to just let us be in the pages of history without even trying. but the problem here is, i did. and, you did it too. where have we gone wrong then? please, enlighten me. for, i am in such a dilemma right now. :'(

these therapeutic tears of depression, i'll let it all out.
is this, the end?

fyi, i've not been myself for these past weeks. that explains my unpredictable temperamental-ism in school. i'm sincerely sorry to those who are affected in any way possible by it. :(

Note: Barbeque+Overnight+Farewell event on the 17th May 2008 in conjunction of the May Babies's(Azri, Raimi and Farhan) Birthday Celebration as well as Azri's taking off for National Service on the 10th June 2008, to be exact.

i'll try to be there. yet to be confirmed, though. :)

it's no good at all, to see yourself, and not recognise your face.
out on my own, it's such a scary place.
the answers are all inside of me and all i got to do, is believe.

//editted at 2300hr.

MY IMPERFECTIONS ARE AFFECTING KILLING ME!

is it appropriate to say that i hate my life, right at this moment in time? goodness. f*ck the hell out of me, pretty people for i abhor the very sight of you. like, seriously. :/

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