+ PERIOD 4: Nur@zri's 3rd Year! ♥ 4: Edusave Merit Bursary($300)! 12: School Re-Opens!

+ MELODY

approximately 2 weeks had gone; time does flew by fast.
tomorrow's the day and, i can't wait! ♥

i waited for his call yesterday 'til 0200hr this morning but, to no avail. fyi, this is so unnatural to me 'cause every night, there must be at least, a call from him. i just can't stop reasoning it out but eventually, i came to understand that perhaps he's just too wearied by all the ridiculous drills he just had to be obliged to, to a point where rest and sleep are strictly demanded. or maybe, his friend's phone battery died just like his, several days ago. just so you know, they weren't even allowed to bring a charger, for handphone-charging purposes which is extremely vital(may i emphasise on this) in our lives. like hello, communication conveniences shouldn't be halted nor, thwarted but, at all. furthermore, i learnt that he was sick, two days ago hence, the unlimited worries and such. it's eating me alive. two words, people; NS SUCKS! :/

if you must know, i've been very diligent lately(lol, like wth -.-"). unbelievable but, believe it. and so, i've covered my H2 POA, H2 Bahasa/Kesusasteraan and H1 Mathematics as to what is essential for the Mid-Year Examinations. only except H2 MOB which, i've yet to start. most probably, by today and i still have like, 4 days for it... sufficient, much? i hope so. way to go, Azimah! self-motivation lah, tak ada orang nak motivate apa. lol. for now, i just hope that i will not have problems applying whatever that i've learnt smoothly on the papers or, it'll be such a painful waste i tell you. :]

plans for tomorrow;

• GP's project discussion at 1000hr in school, canteen.
• meet Azri from 1730hr onwards, Chua Chu Kang.

i am indeed a very busily-scheduled woman, aren't i?
no wonder i'll get stressed up easily, mainly for thinking too much. :/

if you ask me, i'll answer it honestly; it ain't easy juggling studies, serious relationship, financial, religious practices, family and, friends all at the same time. believeeeee me, for you'll never know until you're in that situation, experiencing the hurt of all the factors stated yourself. but, i'm not saying that it is entirely bad. it is just... difficult. the job of trying to impress every single soul is exhausting. that is why, sometimes, either one or two factors just had to be sacrificed. though hesitant, but, you just have to. it is all a matter of time. true, we only live once but, which factors exactly is beneficial for living one(or in Islamic terms, duniawi and ukhrawi)? this is where most of the people population, had gone wrong; for choosing unwisely. but, i'll always keep this in mind;

berakit-rakit ke hulu, berenang-renang ke tepian.
bersusah-susah dahulu, bersenang-senang kemudian.

if i translate those words, it'll sound very weird. lol. however so, you need not agree to this 'cause you don't have to. alright? chill. but, just think about it. it won't hurt. :]

i'm missing my Azri to the deepest core.
he'll always be one of my priorities now, that's for sure. ♥

tick-tock, tick-tock. time is ticking.
i'll better get back to mugging.

gee, it rhymes. yay?

//editted at 1623hr.

I HAVE GOT TO LOSE SOME WEIGHT!

still no news from Azri.
and, i can't help it but, to worry... endlessly. :'[

//editted at 2321hr.

finally, he called! and, it just so happens that all of my assumptions were true afterall. in anyways, 49:57 minutes talk with him then was indeed, undeniably worthwhile. he's still sick though by the way but thank god, he's in good hands. Alhamdulillah, syukur. ♥

i just want him to know that i long for him, that's all. :]

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