+ PERIOD 4: Nur@zri's 3rd Year! ♥ 4: Edusave Merit Bursary($300)! 12: School Re-Opens!

+ MELODY

for what it's worth; beyond the world, to the end of time. ♥

cehdebah, macam gambar kahwin lah pula. -.-"

way overdue Hari Raya Aidilfitri '08(specifically: 18/10/2008)'s pictures featuring my all-time favourite folks whom i love truckloads, out there. enjoy...;

i realised that something is very wrong with my eyes but, heck. it has always and will forever be a very big deal/issue to me anyways. :S

on a further random note however, i seriously mean it when i say i love these people to the deepest core for they're indeed my best of friends, ever. well, why not? tak cerewet, tak banyak songeh, tak dengki-mendengki, forever fun and hyped up bunch of hooligans resulting in a pretty much unbeatable camaraderie among us all. we merely just go with the flow and, that's the way FRIENDS should be. ouch, anyone? :]

believeeeee me, there's more to this actually but, i decided to pick and, choose the best out of it all. furthermore, photobucket sucks big time. period.

here's 08A4 and, 08A4's only, may i emphasise on this, Hari Raya Aidilfitri '08(specifically: 19/10/2008) pictures.

there's more supposedly but i am just too lazy to upload everything. :[

i love each and, every single one of them(especially my usual cliques; you know who you are :]) except for 1 freaking, psycho *****, in my opinion. one word; successful. itu pun dah Alhamdulillah lah sangat-sangat eh takde orang bikin perangai over Niza and the gang's(my cliques too who are not part of 08A4 unfortunately, just so you know) presence or else... enough said.

latest news thus far? :/

well, i'm promoted to year 2(yay, me!) as expected by many. however so, should you ever think that i am all satisfied with my results, i strongly suggest you to think again. it's atrocious, in my opinion. sure 1A, 2B's and 2D's did help me secure number 26 out of my whole cohort but, is that totally worth it? i still have a long, long way to go but, the saddest thing is that nobody and, i meant nobody understands just how much devastating it is for me to receive such results. they seriously thought that i am already THAT good to be complacent enough like, who are you actually kidding? with their 'whatever' reactions and, opinions towards me whenever i confessed about how i really, truly felt inside then is like as if my results weren't depressing enough for me. thanks my 'friends', thank you so much for the listening ear eh. -.-"

grow up, grow up, grow up! ~!@#$%^&*()
fyi, i am not happy but i am thankful, though.

thank god, computer exists.

my desktop has the ability to cheer me up whenever i feel down. :]
ok, random much? lol.

oh yes...

HAPPY DEEPAVALI TO ALL OF MY INDIAN FRIENDS!

celebration at Yokesh's house yesterday 'til past midnight with the usuals was yet another awesome experience for me. i guess we have had a tad too much fun to the extent that the thought of snapping at least a couple of pictures for memories's sake just slipped off all our minds. such a waste that was, aye? :]

and lately, i couldn't even be bothered to drag myself to school(alike today). why oh, why? i'm just worried about the holiday assignments, that's all. :[

p/s: i love my sayang too much to let it all go and, i am enjoying every single bits and, pieces of my life. ♥

treasuring the moments...

Labels: azri, desktop, friends issues, raya updates, results

happy 32nd, love. ♥

it's amazing how these feelings never seems to fade, that it'll only grow stronger at each passing seconds of my everyday. despite sharing 8 years of friendship, 2 years 8 months of unconditional passion, devotion and, commitment towards each other thus far, i still have yet to learn and spell the word; b.o.r.e.d.o.m in our entire relationship's dictionary. fyi, we still have got the you-hang-up-no-you-hang-up kind of love and, i couldn't be more thankful for it's such littlest things that makes me believe; 32nd and beyond, my dear. we're able to unite for ever, ever after. :]

tomorrow'll be yet, another awesome experience for us.
aku sungguh tak sabar nak berbuka puasa dengan sayangku, Azri. ^^

should you not know, this is what i've been spending my last 2 days with. 100% created by the newly appointed Millennia Institute's PERBAYU 'Head Of Publicity' - ME! sempat-menyempat eh, i tahu... lol! mind you, it's pure hard work that i've had to sacrifice almost 80% of my scheduled revision time(preparations for the upcoming end-of-year examinations), supposedly. although i hate to admit this but, here's a sincere confession; i am so easily distracted/addicted with computers. in other words that is to say, i'll be doomed yet, satisfied at the same time and that's obviously very risky. bagus kan aku. :/

therefore,

REMINDER: TIME-MANAGEMENT!

or, i'll be dead meat.
it's my very own choice, afterall. :[

[edit]

REVISION!

H1 Mathematics

H2 Management Of Business

H2 Principles Of Accounting

H2 Malay/Kesusasteraan

H1 General Paper

[//edit]

behold my Friendster's horoscope; "there is a strong need for you to clean your emotional house. leave the past behind." for only Allah knows why, it scares me to my very guts. this horoscope's bullshit can be extremely true sometimes, aye?

and, Mr "1-year" guy etc, this life couldn't be more interesting. lol! :]

however so, despite all, this is not what i want but, it's what i have to do.

i'll be abandoning this blog again, until further notice(mid-October, perhaps?).
'til other times, lovelies. :]

Labels: 32nd, azri, perbayu, reminder, status

love is like a piece of artwork.
even the smallest bit can be beautiful. ♥

although it was on the spur of the moment, the littlest surprise of having him hiding behind the staircase that leads to my two-storey high HDB flat this morning was indeed, a much bliss experience. honestly, i couldn't possibly wait for another weekend just to be with him. one word; torture! but as much as i hate to admit this, i love the way NS had changed him into a more disciplined, reliable and responsible man. even his ideology towards life has been made perfected as such; always think about the future. clearly, he knows exactly what he wants now and is definitely working uber hard for it. furthermore, he realised that being 19 himself, he ain't getting any younger hence, the positive attitude and all... i couldn't be more proud. wake up people, it's never too early. rest assured, i'll always be there supporting him, only if it's worth the encouragement of course. you wouldn't want me to support him for the wrong reasons like smoking/drinking etc, right? please, i know he deserves better than that. no offense, though. :]

right after we hugged, expressing our longing towards each other for a minute or two, off we head to Sembawang MRT Station together whilst talking as well, duh. i came to know the reason as to why he was back here from HTA on a Tuesday; he was hurrying for an interview in Novena at about 0815hr later then so, he decided to go home earlier beforehand and, be mentally prepared for it. fyi, this is the most exciting, relieving yet, interesting news for the week(well, to me at least -.-"). should you not know;

HE SIGNED ON(SOME TIME AGO) AND,
WAS FINALLY SHORTLISTED FOR TRAFFIC POLICE (!)

Traffic police's post is what he had always wanted and, dreamed for. besides being ultimately happy with that fact, being me, i tried to look at different perspectives too. should he get it and, be an official Traffic Policemen one fateful day(i am hoping and, will always hope for it to happen realistically :]), this simply means that his future is already determined, 100% guaranteed. even the starting pay of $1700 per month approximately seems not at all bad for a 19-year-old(with visions), aye? not to mention, civil servant's privileges as the foremost priority in the eyes of the government above all others including numerous sudsidies in every aspects, both my parents will eventually stop doubting his capabilities in guiding me and i'll be his one pampered, happy-goober girlfriend every single day(NOT!) etc... mind you, i am so not materialistic but still gee, i can't wait!

considering other factors however, there's nothing much to worry about since he already have a driving license in hand as well. wow! his determination to succeed simply inspires me to a very large extent. this makes me fall for him all over again... ^^

i'm confident that we're able to make it through whatever possible together, sayang. 31st and beyond; nothing can stop us now. ♥

p/s: congratulations! i am so, so proud and undeniably happy for you, my dear.
p/s/s: you know yourself that i love only you, none others.

Labels: azri, future, inspiration, traffic police

and, i carry the weight of the world on my shoulders.
with family and, crisis that only grows older.

an advance warning beforehand should do good for you, "brother-in-law"; there's a limit to practically everything, especially with effect to me and my sister's, including my family's patience as a whole. (!) don't you ever underestimate our capabilities into doing something very unexpected but, at all. you've said those typical words as of any particular unfaithful husbands would in this world once to my sister, therefore may i strongly suggest; never, ever should you repeat it again. with 3 bloody kids in hand, the least you could do is to think of their future well-being. you're 31 for goodness sake; it is indeed about time for you to act and think like one, pleaseeeee! and oh, much congratulations for making me hate you to the deepest core(fyi, record's officially broken). enough said. :@

just so you know, i was experiencing the lowest of lows yesterday. should you not notice, this was my MSN nickname then;

(W) Azimah - SEMUA CEKIK DARAH, PERANGAI MACAM SIAL!

p/s: pardon my offensive language please and, thank you. :] however so, despite the precautions given which couldn't be more obvious enough i supposed, there are still some people who are ridiculously thickskinned, aye? tsk3. just take a look at this anonymous "zai" person -???!!!- (100% uneditted);

(12:35 PM) zai: ello
(12:35 PM) zai: care 2 chat beb?
(12:36 PM) zai: ?

(12:43 PM) (W) Azimah has changed his/her status to Online.

(1:25 PM) zai: eu dere?
(1:25 PM) zai: azimahhhhh

(1:26 PM) zai just sent you a nudge.

(1:27 PM) zai: ???

(1:30 PM) zai just sent you a nudge.

(1:30 PM) zai: sombong pe?

(1:30 PM) zai is now Offline
(1:32 PM) zai just sent you a nudge.

clearly, i chose not to entertain. tapi masih tak faham-faham bahasa juga budak ini... darah up seh! his continuous nudging eventually irritates me like crazy to the extent that i could seriously not take it any longer, resorting me to respond his expected ridiculous questions in such a manner. read;

(1:33 PM) Azimah: nak apa?!
(1:33 PM) Azimah: i'm not in the mood

(1:33 PM) zai: mood for?

(1:33 PM) Azimah: not obvious enough is it?

(1:33 PM) zai: just chat je
(1:33 PM) zai: wats the matter?

(1:33 PM) Azimah: who are you to know?

(1:34 PM) zai: jus a concern fren

(1:34 PM) Azimah: friend: "BANGBROS"?!
(1:34 PM) Azimah: masalahnya sekarang: LELAKI
(1:34 PM) Azimah: i hate even the slightest sight of them
(1:34 PM) Azimah: they irks me and, you're one of them kan?!
(1:35 PM) Azimah: aku takde mood

(1:35 PM) zai: lol seems u have bf issues

(1:35 PM) Azimah: jadi jangan kacau

(1:35 PM) zai: am i rite?

(1:35 PM) Azimah: why are you so ignorant?!
(1:35 PM) Azimah: tak faham bahasa eh?!

(1:36 PM) zai: ala jus wana get to knw ya better

(1:36 PM) Azimah: for?!
(1:36 PM) Azimah: sex?! <-----(i have my goddamn reasons as to why i said this!)

(1:36 PM) zai: nah

(1:36 PM) Azimah: ABIH?!

(1:36 PM) zai: friendship

(1:36 PM) Azimah: kau yang lelaki takde topik lain nak berbual kan?!
(1:36 PM) Azimah: SEX SEX SEX 24/7!

(1:37 PM) zai: LOL

(1:37 PM) Azimah: pergi kacau perempuan lain!
(1:37 PM) Azimah: KELAKAR KAPE?!
(1:37 PM) Azimah: cari gaduh ah kau ni

(1:37 PM) zai: relax...
(1:37 PM) zai: wats ya age?

(1:38 PM) Azimah: I AM SO SICK OF THESE QUESTIONS!!!!!

(1:38 PM) zai: skoolin or workin?

(1:38 PM) Azimah: eh fuck, aku malas nak layan kau ok
(1:38 PM) Azimah: bye

oh, and it doesn't stop there. the "fun" only begins here;

(1:39 PM) zai: sial
(1:39 PM) zai: wat did i do man?
(1:39 PM) zai: did i do anything to u?

(1:40 PM) Azimah: KAU PENGACAU YANG TAK BERMUNASABAH!
(1:40 PM) Azimah: kalau nak berbual pun
(1:40 PM) Azimah: biar ada asasnya
(1:40 PM) Azimah: tak habis2 tanya umur, sekolah ke, kerja ke
(1:40 PM) Azimah: lepas itu
(1:40 PM) Azimah: spit/swallow
(1:40 PM) Azimah: kau jangan merepek eh dengan aku
(1:40 PM) Azimah: aku betul2 tengah takde mood sekarang

(1:41 PM) zai: ok la i wont ask all tat
(1:41 PM) zai: happy?

(1:41 PM) Azimah: kalau nak buat kawan, buat dengan cara yang betul sikit
(1:41 PM) Azimah: kalau tak aku malas nak entertain
(1:43 PM) Azimah: yang kau ni asik tak habis2 kacau aku aje kenapa?
(1:43 PM) Azimah: apa kau nak?
(1:43 PM) Azimah: aku tak layan pun tak habis2 kacau
(1:43 PM) Azimah: huh?
(1:43 PM) Azimah: kau nak apa?

(1:43 PM) zai: nthin jus chat je
(1:43 PM) zai: unless u want ah
(1:43 PM) zai: haha

(1:44 PM) Azimah: kalau aku cakap aku tak nak pun kau insist kan?
(1:44 PM) Azimah: sampai nudge2 ni semua
(1:44 PM) Azimah: bingit seh
(1:44 PM) Azimah: darah up

(1:49 PM) zai: u want me to potong?
(1:49 PM) zai: if u were single i'll go for u... <-----(WTH-?!-)

thus, i immediately blocked him without even thinking twice. this guy's uber ridiculous; he doesn't even know the slightest bit about me and he claims that he... likes me?! just look at the way i talk to him. is it attractive but, at all?! goodness, is he crazy/blind/*insertwhateverhere* or something?! dorts lah eh. -.-"

as for my friends, i'm sorry on behalf of my Azri's attitude then, last Saturday. he wants to apologise personally if possible but unfortunately, he doesn't have any of your numbers so, Azimah-comes-to-the-rescue i guess? lol. i think he needs time to adapt to our way of communicating etc. it's indeed a big thing/change for him, okay? furthermore, his headache's so not helping considering the fact that he had to force himself to endure the draggy play and such just for me despite his condition. faham-fahamkan sahaja lah. deep down, i know that you guys still love him actually, righttttt with the concerns and all? tak payah nak tipu eh, Amal, Zati, Nuriah, Sakinah, Nishaa etc. lol! i love you people truckloads lah. biggggg hugs.

HE'S MY AZRI WHOM I LOVE MOST.
AND, HE'S SORRY.
:'[

seikhlas-ikhlasnya.
*roll eyes to you guys. lol!

10 words to summarise my past weekend: 70% COPYRIGHT OF MI'S KHILAF WAS DISAPPOINTING DESPITE THE PUBLICITY! :[ highly opinionated, by the way. the props however, deserves my full of praises and recognition though for it's the only thing which excites me most besides the character, 'Warjo'. ^^

p/s: i miss Azri! ♥
'til other times.

Labels: azri, family issues, khilaf, msn conversation

08/08/08 marks an undeniably, memorable date in mind. :]
therefore beware, long post ahead.

with the effect of having several occasions/events taking place in a single day itself is indeed, evidently obvious enough as to why i'd say likewise. behold these;

43rd National Day Celebration
do bear all of our random(or need i say, unnecessary?) pictures. lol!

(venue: multi-purpose hall
reason being: nothing better to do plus, show's uber boring to the core)

next,
Nuriah's Birthday Surprise

HAPPY 20^TH BIRTHDAY, NURIAH SWEETHEART!

siapa dah tuaaaaa? lol!

wish you all the very best in your future endeavours, alright?
and... enjoy your 20^th to the fullest, babe! :]

next(again -.-"),
Miss Hong's Birthday Surprise

HAPPY 25^TH BIRTHDAY, MISS HONG!

i don't really fancy her that much but, oh wells; Happy Birthday! :]
no well wishes, lol!

jahatnyaaaaa.
aku memang, kalau dah tak suka, mati-mati aku tak akan suka.

that's me. :]

as for the many other random yet, unnecessary pictures again, here it goes;

(venue: #01-01, 08A4's classroom
reason being: tunggu birthday girl tua bangka lambat sangat, lol)

last but not least,
1st Class Outing - To Town

after which, i met Azri, my babylove to tag along with us. ♥

MELAYU SELALU JIWA, BEB!
lol! i cannot talk like this lah, it sounds so funny.

just fyi, i thrust all of my exhaustion for the week aside immediately as soon as i step, one foot in my school then to let all the fun seep right through my veins from the very start of the day(alike a much needed de-stressing therapy, i guess). i swear, never did i ever felt so relieved!

fun, fun, fun!
and, i absolutely love the bond in 08A4. :]!

coolness.

and today's live fireworks preview with dear Azri is lovely, indeed. besides the fact that we just had to be surrounded by bangla gays all around us, laughing at them makes our day seems even more interesting. just so you know, the sight of them simply irks me like, ewwwww!

i can't believe i had spent eons typing this post which i did, literally.
this is so not me.

2 minutes to midnight, time to cuddle up.
sweet dreams, netizens. :]

p/s: i've the urge to change my blog's skin yet, again. sighs. -.-"

and i said, life's like moving mountains.
should you stop, you'll lose.

Labels: 08/08/08, azri, fireworks

finally, i could spare at least some time to actually care for an update. many things had happened undeniably for the past week(s) or so but unfortunately, time just keeps running out. my schedule's rather tight with tons of homeworks, projects and such piling up... believeeeee me, it'll never stop. furthermore, end of year promos is drawing very near. the pressure is indeed overwhelming and, i'm ultimately shagged prior to that. oh yes, i am. but, i've got to stop whining and function more instead. this is reality for goodness sake, Azimah; face it! urgh, irritants. :'[

MONDAY, 21 JULY 2008; RACIAL HARMONY DAY

oh, all the pretty people in school then. :]
a picture speaks a thousand words afterall and i've got plenty of them so, enjoy.

beloved 08A4's lunatics.

Nithiya.

Renuka.

Arif Nur Hakim.
mohawk with a jubah?! lol.

Christine.

ever-so-sensitive Muhammad Masuri.
ala-ala hindustan.

Nur Hafiza with such coincidence.
now, who wears it better? lol.

♥ part of the kaki's (1) ♥

♥ part of the kaki's (2) ♥

keep the harmony people, for i strongly believe in peace. and, never should one trigger the beauty of it; chaotic atmosphere is an extreme loathe by the way, just fyi. :]

academic-wise, on the other hand, i heard that i topped the class?! lol. very unexpected but still; Alhamdulillah, syukur. Miss Hong(my form teacher), could even interrupt my Kesusasteraan lesson then with a surprise call just to say that she would belanja me for school's Transcendence this Saturday, as a reward for achieving 'excellent' results this semester(i mean, come on! it's only Mid Year Examination, -.-"). and since she bought two tickets for me altogether therefore, i have another one more, still pending/put on hold right now. anyone interested? lol. just so you know, my overall Mid Year Examination's results are still a mystery though and, the truth will only be revealed tomorrow at 0900hr approximately right in front of my parents during the meet-the-parents session. nervous much? you bet. i could only hope that everything goes well. meaning, no bad remarks/comments about me given by both of my teachers or i'll be dead meat for sure. :/

i'll post my result slip once i retrieve it tomorrow, alright?
that is, if i have the time. faham-faham sahajalah eh.

my dear Azri however, is not in a very good state. have you any idea how heartwrenching it is to see him that way? i believe he's experiencing a wee bit of concussion on his head due to being kicked quite hard i supposed, somewhere around his brain spot with a boot(read; boot!) during one of his training combats. he was unable to complete his fitness test(major headaches etc) today and, was sent home right after to go to a hospital which he did, by the way for a minor check-up. luckily, it's not that serious or fret not, i'll track down that accidental-kicker and kick his balls real hard to the extent that'll cause him choke to immediate death(exaggerator, -.-"). i bet he's already asleep right now but, i'll just let him be. he needs his rest, sufficient of it. :'[

p/s: i miss you so much, baby.
and get well soon, please. ♥

Labels: academia, azri, parents day, racial harmony