+ PERIOD 4: Nur@zri's 3rd Year! ♥ 4: Edusave Merit Bursary($300)! 12: School Re-Opens!

+ MELODY

i have a thing for fresco-effect pictures.
which by the way, i have absolutely no idea why. :/

he insist me into blogging about this small yet, impressive news regarding his current post/reputation back there in his camp; lo and behold, Azri is now the new communication i/c! or in other words, he's the only one allowed with any type of communication services(including handphone charger as well, thank goodness) wherever he go. also, he's given the right to command people as instructed by his higher authorities. oh, such privileges shouldn't be taken for granted but, at all. i knew he have a lot of potential in him and, i've always have faith in that. evidently, he is progressing very well. and i'm indeed, very proud of him. ♥

i wonder, what's more? :]

i love the way how flexible my parents are towards me nowadays. they no longer nag for hours like they would before, should i do any wrong such as; went out with Azri/friends 'til i accidentally reach home at/past midnight etc. instead, maybe a little of unwanted questions or perhaps, 'silent-treatment' which is ain't that bad afterall. you don't know how thankful i am with their positive change of attitude and, trust towards me as i grow older. i think, they finally realise that i am eventually turning into a young adult and that, they should start treating me like one already. Alhamdulillah, syukur. despite all that, i know that it is not to be taken as an advantage and that, i should still/will always be very conscious with my actions. i don't want to end up breaking their precious hearts. 'cause you see, i love them just the same and, the feeling'll never, ever change. 100% guaranteed. ♥

so, degrading parenting control equates to a burden off my shoulders, no? yay!

now, let's do a review about my past mid-year examination papers. 5 papers thus far; H2 Bahasa/H2 MOB/H2 POA/H1 General Paper/H1 Mathematics. 2 of them; failed to manage the time well enough therefore, incomplete. another 3; a tad confident, perhaps? but still... it's disappointing much. i crave for all A's supposedly but i guess this phrase,"dream on, 'cause that's life afterall" strike me hard right back to reality. i guess i've a flair in calculations so, should i do well in these two papers(H2 POA and H1 Mathematics), it wouldn't be that much of a surprise. but essays, goodness. it suffocates me just when i start staring at the questions. this thursday(H2 Kesusasteraan), would be my very last. i hope it turns out the way i wanted it to be at the end of it; satisfying. results however, have yet to be retrieved but one thing's for sure, i am so not waiting for it. :[

and, should i retake my NAPFA?
'cause i honestly, do not want to.

my heart's obliterated, i'll just do away with all of it.

Labels: azri, mid-year examination, parenting control