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Sunday, July 6, 2008 | 20:50
glimpse of heaven
when you look me in the eyes... i cut my hair, again. the hairstyle's very much similar but, not the same. i prefer the current one, though(if you really must know, lol). honestly, i don't know what's the big a deal with girls should be keeping long hair etc. in fact, i find them very mundane or in other words, overly too common to the extent that they could actually bores me to death just by seeing each and every single one of them girls i came across, flipping their overflowing hairs on the top of their head. no offence though, by the way. it's not like as if girl=long hair/skirts/heels and whatever not, right? even Azri was against me having short hair initially but too bad, 'cause i'd always choose comfort over image. i don't care if i look better with long hair(as said by a lot! of people, trust me) but, i just can't stand it. rimasssss... you should seriously see Azri's expression when i told him i'm going to cut my hair, yet another time. i got to admit that my hair wasn't that long before i cut it but, i just got the urge to do so, you know. lol. thank god, since Azri knows me very well, he didn't say anything much; always respecting my decision. ^^ however so(as expected), despite the willingness, i knew that he was still half-hearted inside. hence, the reluctance; "if the hair turns out to be too short, i'm going to kill you, okay?" lol. like what the hell, he loves the outcome too anyway. what do you know, typical boys... -.-" school's commencing this Tuesday, 8th July 2008? man, time and tide does waits for no man, aye? two days time, in such short notice(exaggerator, lol). fyi, i am still in the holiday mood. but i guess, i had a tad too much fun already. i think it is about time to buckle up, indeed. but still, i don't want to be in that state again where my life's piled up with tons of homework, forced to be obliged to school's rules and regulations, tight schedules with CCAs and such... damn exhausting! i need to live my life, not in that way, please. read; not. lol. whatever lah, azimah eh... anyways, i had packed. i think i'm ready; "i'm ready, i'm ready, i'm ready..."(imitating Spongebob) my umi just can't stop nagging over the littlest things, these past few days. i mean like, what the bloody hell does she want? i am so sick of her voice playing; "yadayadayadayadayada!" repeatedly in my head. just fyi, itu batu besar sentiasa ada duduk di kepala saya, should you not know me that well yet. lol. if she wants perfection, this world's definitely not the place for her. you see, i love her and all but goodness, give me a break! pleaseeeee. :/ and, i should seriously get rid of this bulky television in my room. so much for making my room any less spacious, its content furthermore equates to absolute nothingness. Suria, Kids/Vasantham Central, Channel 5/8, RTM 1... these shows sucks to the very core. i want my living room's television; that's fully equipped with Starhub Cable Vision. i need MTV for goodness sake. Disney Channel, Star World, HBO, Demand Tv etc in my room but oh my god, tsk3. look at me. astaughfirullah hal'azim... the least i could do is to be appreciative of the computer i own here in my room, considering the fact that both of my brothers are deprived of it. the source of internet connection is supposedly to be good/convenient enough for the benefit of myself. i can't believe i'm actually whining over meer issues like this. i should seriously stop thinking like a brat; like as if the whole world revolves around me. instead, i should be thankful, very thankful with whatever that i have now. that should be the way. i'm repenting... okay, random much? let's just strike everything off of here. :/ the boy's back in camp. :'[
with love, thank you for today. i'll be waiting for next weekend, this i promise you. *kiss Labels: azri, haircut, school, tv issues, umi |
