+ PERIOD 4: Nur@zri's 3rd Year! ♥ 4: Edusave Merit Bursary($300)! 12: School Re-Opens!

+ MELODY

and, i carry the weight of the world on my shoulders.
with family and, crisis that only grows older.

an advance warning beforehand should do good for you, "brother-in-law"; there's a limit to practically everything, especially with effect to me and my sister's, including my family's patience as a whole. (!) don't you ever underestimate our capabilities into doing something very unexpected but, at all. you've said those typical words as of any particular unfaithful husbands would in this world once to my sister, therefore may i strongly suggest; never, ever should you repeat it again. with 3 bloody kids in hand, the least you could do is to think of their future well-being. you're 31 for goodness sake; it is indeed about time for you to act and think like one, pleaseeeee! and oh, much congratulations for making me hate you to the deepest core(fyi, record's officially broken). enough said. :@

just so you know, i was experiencing the lowest of lows yesterday. should you not notice, this was my MSN nickname then;

(W) Azimah - SEMUA CEKIK DARAH, PERANGAI MACAM SIAL!

p/s: pardon my offensive language please and, thank you. :] however so, despite the precautions given which couldn't be more obvious enough i supposed, there are still some people who are ridiculously thickskinned, aye? tsk3. just take a look at this anonymous "zai" person -???!!!- (100% uneditted);

(12:35 PM) zai: ello
(12:35 PM) zai: care 2 chat beb?
(12:36 PM) zai: ?

(12:43 PM) (W) Azimah has changed his/her status to Online.

(1:25 PM) zai: eu dere?
(1:25 PM) zai: azimahhhhh

(1:26 PM) zai just sent you a nudge.

(1:27 PM) zai: ???

(1:30 PM) zai just sent you a nudge.

(1:30 PM) zai: sombong pe?

(1:30 PM) zai is now Offline
(1:32 PM) zai just sent you a nudge.

clearly, i chose not to entertain. tapi masih tak faham-faham bahasa juga budak ini... darah up seh! his continuous nudging eventually irritates me like crazy to the extent that i could seriously not take it any longer, resorting me to respond his expected ridiculous questions in such a manner. read;

(1:33 PM) Azimah: nak apa?!
(1:33 PM) Azimah: i'm not in the mood

(1:33 PM) zai: mood for?

(1:33 PM) Azimah: not obvious enough is it?

(1:33 PM) zai: just chat je
(1:33 PM) zai: wats the matter?

(1:33 PM) Azimah: who are you to know?

(1:34 PM) zai: jus a concern fren

(1:34 PM) Azimah: friend: "BANGBROS"?!
(1:34 PM) Azimah: masalahnya sekarang: LELAKI
(1:34 PM) Azimah: i hate even the slightest sight of them
(1:34 PM) Azimah: they irks me and, you're one of them kan?!
(1:35 PM) Azimah: aku takde mood

(1:35 PM) zai: lol seems u have bf issues

(1:35 PM) Azimah: jadi jangan kacau

(1:35 PM) zai: am i rite?

(1:35 PM) Azimah: why are you so ignorant?!
(1:35 PM) Azimah: tak faham bahasa eh?!

(1:36 PM) zai: ala jus wana get to knw ya better

(1:36 PM) Azimah: for?!
(1:36 PM) Azimah: sex?! <-----(i have my goddamn reasons as to why i said this!)

(1:36 PM) zai: nah

(1:36 PM) Azimah: ABIH?!

(1:36 PM) zai: friendship

(1:36 PM) Azimah: kau yang lelaki takde topik lain nak berbual kan?!
(1:36 PM) Azimah: SEX SEX SEX 24/7!

(1:37 PM) zai: LOL

(1:37 PM) Azimah: pergi kacau perempuan lain!
(1:37 PM) Azimah: KELAKAR KAPE?!
(1:37 PM) Azimah: cari gaduh ah kau ni

(1:37 PM) zai: relax...
(1:37 PM) zai: wats ya age?

(1:38 PM) Azimah: I AM SO SICK OF THESE QUESTIONS!!!!!

(1:38 PM) zai: skoolin or workin?

(1:38 PM) Azimah: eh fuck, aku malas nak layan kau ok
(1:38 PM) Azimah: bye

oh, and it doesn't stop there. the "fun" only begins here;

(1:39 PM) zai: sial
(1:39 PM) zai: wat did i do man?
(1:39 PM) zai: did i do anything to u?

(1:40 PM) Azimah: KAU PENGACAU YANG TAK BERMUNASABAH!
(1:40 PM) Azimah: kalau nak berbual pun
(1:40 PM) Azimah: biar ada asasnya
(1:40 PM) Azimah: tak habis2 tanya umur, sekolah ke, kerja ke
(1:40 PM) Azimah: lepas itu
(1:40 PM) Azimah: spit/swallow
(1:40 PM) Azimah: kau jangan merepek eh dengan aku
(1:40 PM) Azimah: aku betul2 tengah takde mood sekarang

(1:41 PM) zai: ok la i wont ask all tat
(1:41 PM) zai: happy?

(1:41 PM) Azimah: kalau nak buat kawan, buat dengan cara yang betul sikit
(1:41 PM) Azimah: kalau tak aku malas nak entertain
(1:43 PM) Azimah: yang kau ni asik tak habis2 kacau aku aje kenapa?
(1:43 PM) Azimah: apa kau nak?
(1:43 PM) Azimah: aku tak layan pun tak habis2 kacau
(1:43 PM) Azimah: huh?
(1:43 PM) Azimah: kau nak apa?

(1:43 PM) zai: nthin jus chat je
(1:43 PM) zai: unless u want ah
(1:43 PM) zai: haha

(1:44 PM) Azimah: kalau aku cakap aku tak nak pun kau insist kan?
(1:44 PM) Azimah: sampai nudge2 ni semua
(1:44 PM) Azimah: bingit seh
(1:44 PM) Azimah: darah up

(1:49 PM) zai: u want me to potong?
(1:49 PM) zai: if u were single i'll go for u... <-----(WTH-?!-)

thus, i immediately blocked him without even thinking twice. this guy's uber ridiculous; he doesn't even know the slightest bit about me and he claims that he... likes me?! just look at the way i talk to him. is it attractive but, at all?! goodness, is he crazy/blind/*insertwhateverhere* or something?! dorts lah eh. -.-"

as for my friends, i'm sorry on behalf of my Azri's attitude then, last Saturday. he wants to apologise personally if possible but unfortunately, he doesn't have any of your numbers so, Azimah-comes-to-the-rescue i guess? lol. i think he needs time to adapt to our way of communicating etc. it's indeed a big thing/change for him, okay? furthermore, his headache's so not helping considering the fact that he had to force himself to endure the draggy play and such just for me despite his condition. faham-fahamkan sahaja lah. deep down, i know that you guys still love him actually, righttttt with the concerns and all? tak payah nak tipu eh, Amal, Zati, Nuriah, Sakinah, Nishaa etc. lol! i love you people truckloads lah. biggggg hugs.

HE'S MY AZRI WHOM I LOVE MOST.
AND, HE'S SORRY.
:'[

seikhlas-ikhlasnya.
*roll eyes to you guys. lol!

10 words to summarise my past weekend: 70% COPYRIGHT OF MI'S KHILAF WAS DISAPPOINTING DESPITE THE PUBLICITY! :[ highly opinionated, by the way. the props however, deserves my full of praises and recognition though for it's the only thing which excites me most besides the character, 'Warjo'. ^^

p/s: i miss Azri! ♥
'til other times.

Labels: azri, family issues, khilaf, msn conversation