1-girlfriends.

so true! i need them pretty badly 'cause honestly, i feel/think that i'm too dependable on my boyfriend, everywhere i go. see, guys are just different species. i need someone who understands my wants/needs, like/dislikes as a girl. someone whom, i could shop together, talk about guys(including my boyfriend), bitch gossip around and be my true self, with no one to impress by my side, at all for the day. i long for only-girl's company 'cause honestly, it's been quite a while since then. seriously, it's not like i'm already married or something, right? pfft. i have to improvise this part of my life, very soon. and i mean, real soon. -_-".

2-new wardrobe&sexy/lacy lingeries.

i need these for confidence purposes. undeniably unnecessary but still, it's important. if i feel good, i'll look goooood. that's just how things goes, for me. okay, shut up. =X moving on...

3-cool spectacles.

i'm losing my eyesight, trust me. and it's getting worst every single day. i neeeeed spectacles real soon. and i want a cool one, that suits me, of course. i bet it's going to be costly so, i neeeeed some financial help here, pleaseeeee(everyone's unwilling, i know). T_T.

4-$$$.

show give me the moneyyyyy! ARGH!

5-new make-up kit&techniques.

i need them pretty badly. i'm so stupid in beautify-ing? myself lah, seriously. i'm so used to being natural everywhere i go. but, i can't do that for Hari Raya, can't i? so tak berseri gitu. it's an occasion where we're supposed to look&dress nicely. adat. thus, i have to learn it very soon, from whoever, that's for sure. =/

6-Azri.

help me kill my boredomness, pleaseeeee. i miss you. =(

DECEMBER = BEAUTY

Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to take things at the centre. Great in bed. Inner and physical beauty. Doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. A meaningful love life partner. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. It is all about love and fairness. Easily hurt but recovers easily too. Daydreamer. Horny but does fullfill. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Knows what to do, to have fun. Unpredictable.

i see... it's just something to cheer myself up(failed!).

credit goes to Aidil, though.