+ PERIOD 4: Nur@zri's 3rd Year! ♥ 4: Edusave Merit Bursary($300)! 12: School Re-Opens!

+ MELODY

there is too much to do with hate but, much more to do with love.

as i've had promised, mid-October it is and i'm back. miss me much? (ew, lol!) life has yet to pardon me any mercy. the thought of having time flew pass by me at a rate that's totally out of my league, irks me to the deepest core! CCA is so not helping, please. just so you know, i'm caught up with my tight schedules this coming holidays and, i am not at all happy about it for i do feel that personal space is essential(highly opinionated, by the way). still, this is only the beginning. i can't possibly whine my way out of it all. :/

i got to be strong and, stand tall.
i'll fight my way, through it all.

it's funny how tons of words are playing around in my head right now desiring to be written but, i can't seem to put it all in words. maybe, just maybe that some things are better off left unsaid. true? all i can say is; inevitable mistakes are made, noted, learned and i could only love him more, nothing less. i'll stay true to you sayang, for as long as it takes. ♥

ikrar kita mengharungi badai sakti, mencari sinar kasih suci.
walaupun nafasku ini pasti terhenti.

jangan pula ada sangsi lubuk hati, percaya cinta tiada ganti.
kau yang ku cari, kaulah kasih, hingga ke akhir hayat nanti.

yes, my promotional examinations are indeed over(YAHOOOOO!). however so, the await for 'the moment of truth' that determines our fate, especially in MI(be it promoted/advanced/expelled etc.); Monday, 20/10/2008 Pre-U 1 Promotional Exercise+Results is making me devastatedly depressed. please oh please get this over and, done with A.S.A.P 'cause these feelings are uber annoying.

in order to relieve the unnecessary thoughts out of our heads, savoring our moments together while we still can seems like a better option. hence;

an outing and, Eagle Eye together the last two days with my bunch of hooligans! food was great, movie was awesome yet, unbeatable and company was fantabulous. we should do this more often, yes? more pictures... :]

there are more people supposedly but these pictures consists of mainly the 'muka-tak-tahu-malu's. lol! not forgetting, regarding 08A4's Raya Outing this Sunday, 19/10/2008;

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CONFIRMED!

expected number of people: 27-30
transport: a 30-seat bus, $45/hour
expected journey: 12 hours long, MAXIMUM!

Hafiza's father will help us pay half of the amount. much thanks, Hafiza. :] NOTE: PRIOR TO THAT, EVERYONE MUST BRING ALONG AT LEAST $12/PERSON FOR THE LEFTOVERS. outsiders are allowed but, not too many of them. so far, there's only 4 of them noted and that's acceptable. should there be any changes, i'll keep you guys updated here in my blog for i'm GEP-ing(which equates to not coming to school, duh) this Thursday and Friday. hehe. ^^

p/s: tolong jangan ada yang back out last minute eh, please. aku cekik-cekik batang leher korang.

KORANG BOLEH PERGI MAMPUS SANA, SATU-SATU PERANGAI MACAM SIAL!

i'll take that back.

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anyways...

Gifted Education Programme(GEP), my work attachment, prompts me to be one of the invigilators(assistant officer aka. runner to be specific :]) for these 'gifted' primary 3 student's test for two days. formal clothing, act like a teacher(an occupation i've always dreamed of), walk around, screen coding etc. ... easy money, i must say-$$$-. this is besides the fact that i was posted all the way to Opera Estate Primary School which costs me $24 for a taxi ride from Sembawang this morning, of course. FREAKING FAR LAH THAT PLACE! :'[

and, i could only;

sighs. lol!
ok, merepek. 'til other times, lovelies! ^^

Labels: friends, gep, raya outing, relationship, results, update

i love all of my friends here, just fyi. ♥

moments spent with them are never dull, just like that of yesterday's Pot-Luck cum Ezuan's Birthday Celebration at Irfan's. one word; splendid. the food's delicious, much thanks especially to Irfan who cooked most of it all. plus, there's too much talk/gossiping, too much gags/randomness, too much laughs and, i love it. these are the main things that we did, including games as well(not to brag but, some are actually created by ourselves, lol -.-");

• Irfan, Farhan, Azri and me cooked together while waiting for other's arrival.
• blasting music's involved, just fyi.
• watched F.R.I.E.N.D.S season 9; that cracks us up big time.
• monopoly which took ages, i tell you.
• wrestle the birthday boy before the cake(baked by Raidah :]) was actually brought into the room, as a surprise.
• camwhored but, pictures ain't with me. :'[
• crappy fortune-telling game. lights were all switched off, only candles. thanks eh Agus, lol.
• ghost story-telling in the dark. creepy...
• helped Irfan, cleaned up all the mess we'd made.
• hit-the-balloon-but-must-shout-people's-name-beforehand game. damn funny. those who screwed up had to entertain the others with a dare. i actually got part of my hair cut off and was forced to run with a Nemo hat on my head, outdoor back and forth. Irfan's was worst. he had to endure each and every one of us plucking at least some hairs out of his legs and was forced to drink this weird and disgusting drink we made for him out of; nescafe powder, oyster sauce, tap water etc. but, this is my personal favourite; Agus, abang bob kita, with flowers all around him... kena joget zapin beb. that's how bad it is. lol. :]
• chilled and talk.

reached there at about 1400hr and, stayed on all the way 'til 2335hr that we had to take a cab ride back home. ah, satisfaction. :]

i want more, please.

and, 3 days left. oh god, can you like, not go? :'[
i'll blog again later. have a productive day everyone! ♥

love your enemies, it pisses them off.

//editted at 2136hr.

i don't think i'll blog again(proper one, that is) 'cause i came to know that there aren't any pictures of Pot-Luck but, at all. much thanks to my beloved, loving boyfriend, Azri. -.-"

p/s: seriously, you need to learn more about me. and maybe, just maybe, that this saying's indeed true; "even forever's not enough".

i am so pissed right now. :/
*bangs head on the rigid wall of mine, countless times.

Labels: ezuan's 19th, friends, ns, pot-luck